Neither Love Nor Hate

My heartless soul, staring your tears

Washing away hopes, strengthening your fears

If it's comfort you want, don't look at me with pleas

I can pretend so well, that I can't hear

and I am yet to decide to be

....Calm or Fierce....

Don't look at me with those expecting eyes

In between still lies a thousand denies

Later blame me and regret, if you hear my reply

Spare my honesty and better keep quite

am yet to decide, to

....Laugh or Cry....

Slap me and go away

For a change don't beg today

Its too late, you don't have a say

For once and for all, every night and every day

The change in me is imprinted, with it I

....Flourish and Decay....

I have already 'listened' and 'seen'

All your apt reasons and desperate means

Its time you listen and see

It's not working as I am no more ME

My soul is wrecked

....neither Trapped nor Free....

Heart beats out of duty

Desires and feelings are scanty

However hard you may try to hit me

I am a stone carved out empty

Your tears mean nothing, be it

....One or Many....

None is your mistake as none was mine

I have suffered so now its your time

I know it's not fair, but its alright

'I don't care' is

....neither the Truth nor Lie....

I could have cared for you, saved you, kept you all mine

In my arms could have wrapped you, made you feel divine

But I will do none, to not let you know, I

....neither Live nor Die....

.....................................

Watching you go away, if never better late

 As I did my best to irritate and frustrate

....my Plan your Fate....

Already feeling alone, you're just a few steps away

Sorrow seeping in slowly, still loud I say

....my Pleasure your Pain....